Pouring my heart out to you, doesn't mean you can use it against me in the future. In my 'down est' time i told you my concerns and worries.. so i can get your comfort.. didn't know in the near future you actually used it against me!
You used what it hurt me most to hurt me once again by YOU! What's with the complaining about you thingy? Hello! I wasn't complaining about u! I was just creating a topic and i said it in a joking manner! What's with people nowadays? Am i suppose to be really serious at all times? I cant even be myself around you? WTF.
I thought it went really well.. until on the bus you actually ask me to 'USE MY BRAIN?'.. Such an insult from you? I'm really pissed! I kept quiet not because i'm afraid of you or agree with you. I kept quiet because ur FUCKING LECTURING ME OUT LOUD IN ENGLISH AND THE LADY IN FRONT IS AN INDIAN! Obviously, you wanted her to hear isnt it? Hear from you that im not using my brain and i'm fkin complaining about u! OK! I definitely do not agree with you!
Firstly,i'm not even complaining about you! I'm trying to create a topic so i wouldn't look so OUTCAST! In fact i didn't even thought that i am complaining about u! In fact i do have lots to say if i were to Complain abt u! Secondly, I thought today went well, at least i was even communicating with them! And that i was happy to the point when u fkin suggested me to use my brain!
Thirdly, Why should i fucking care about what they think about me or you when you dont even fucking care about my feelings when u lecture me with harsh like fuck words! So what if i am fucking anti social? This is what i get for even fucking trying! And you use my friends against me? And you wana know the REAL REASON WITH ME HAVING NOT MUCH FRIENDS NOW? It's cos of YOU! I cant even do anything and everything! When did i even step my fucking feet out of the house other than to work?
You are like that doesnt mean i am too! All you know is to push all the fucking blame to me! Everything and anything is my fault huh.. so be it! U fucking act high class idiot!
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